Jess' Blog

I was looking through some old emails, journal entries, etc and i stumbled across a school report an old friend of mine wrote. I think it was for her RE class. She had to write about someone who inspired her or something?? Anyways she wrote this [* The original picture has been removed for privacy's sake]:

This is me and my best friend Jess, we became friends last year in November and now we are closer than sisters. At the hardest time in my life she taught me how to stay positive and how to have heaps of fun. She is a huge inspiration to me because no matter how hard things get she never gives up. This girl is never without a smile on her face. When she faces a challenge in her life she overcomes it with great determination and doesn’t give up until she’s achieved what she set out to do. Jess has an unbelievable confidence in herself that contributes to a TRUE happiness that can’t be broken from little obstacles that get her down. She is never without a smile, and you can go to her feeling your worst and come away crying with laughter. She is the biggest inspiration in my life and I look up to her a lot. Jessica Ann Bradbury is my angel. I love her =)

Its sweet to remember all the hilariously fun times we had, the "best-friends-forever" moments, and just all the happy fluffy feel good memories we shared.
But then equally, i feel a bitterness that we no longer share that unique bond anymore.
I'm not sure quite how it happened. I think it was one of those slow degenerative ends. I guess our priorities changed or something. It hurts a bit.
I guess the message of this blog is: don't let your ambitions in life destroy the relationships in life. Because at the end of the day, you may have fulfilled your ambition but you'd be all alone in your success with no-one to share it with.